Says Gonzalez: "The original Super-8 footage is lost and only some crappy VHSes remain. I was just finishing a memoir about amateur straight porn and I was traumatized by too many gangbangs and bukkakes. I remember shooting at dusk in Antibes, my hometown, revisiting all the places I've been while I was a teenage night paperboy. Then I edited this footage with flashes of my corpus' disturbing images. But I see it today as a bad amateur nightmare haunted by the fear of sex and vaguely misogynistic... Pretty good musical choice though: the Coil track I used is soooo intense."
